if only time could turn back, i wouldnt have chosen this route. fuck my life. no one's going to clear up this mess now. maybe its time to really be independent and be decisive in life. no love, mommy, daddy, jocelyn, doreen, and worms square will be there . so fuck love.
this photo's abit stupid uh. but so what ? i dont care. lols.
guess i've to be contented with what i've in life now .
guess i've to learn to accept whats for th future and stop probing bout th past .
guess i've to act like i dont know anything and continue this mistake .
guess i've to smile everyday away thou things are not okaye .
this feelings so undescribable , so hard to depict so hard to comprehend. its not any heartaches. its like a feeling you'd hope th world would stop revolving for an hour , you'll cuddle up in a corner where no one would notice, and think really hard what you really want . not possible. th least anyone could do is to be understanding . at least, let it be you ):


waiting for Her Baby's tattoo to be done, fucking long uh .


















Doris'Daughter (:
very lazy to type whats going on these days, see doreen's onsugar for updates.
XXXXXX :
i know who's really there for me when i needed them. i really know. you're not one of them. for sure. so stop giving excuses and stucking up thou its free (:
i want jocelyn fastxz fastzx come back ): eat mai dang dang with me !
& i realised what i want is not what i have now. but what i want i can never bring myself to accept ):
why cant we love who we want ?
why cant we have what we want ?
why cant we do what we want ?
i want to be selfish ): i want be selfcentered, i dont want put others before me anymore.
raining now , i dont dare go out, scared thunder bolt me .. LOLS.


i dont know what to blog about uh, i think life's too complicated to comprehend now ): im sorry to all th people i've hurt and neglected these days.
jocelyn where ? where's jocelyn ): O's ending this week, need to find work alr .cant be slackers for life anymore.
&'s me and ahjie broke up like for a month alr, so stop asking anything bout me and him (:




